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How do you proceed when your creative flow state just doesn't happen? That's the state I've been in for the last year. Not exactly burnt out, but in a sort of creative purgatory, existing somewhere between a crippling lack of effort and an unattainable amount of ideas. I've become Shrodinger's artist, both creative and uncreative, both productive and unproductive. It's got me thinking, how does one move from one creative flow state to the next without burning themselves out, particularly in a creative field? Are all artists doomed to suffer the mental strain of constantly striving to achieve newness? Why does it feel like our creativity is wasted if it's not spent on a completely original idea? Finally, what really counts as creativity?


I suppose most of those questions can be summed up as: how do we achieve a consistent flow of creative energy without getting crushed under the weight of our own standards? This feels especially relevant in the world of fashion. This industry is known for its critics, to the point that a critical attitude is an expected character trait. The expectations placed on new and upcoming designers continue to reach unattainable heights partly due to us as the audience demanding a near constant stream of concepts, creations, behind the scenes footage and original ideas to fulfill our inherent need for instant clickability. Yet in contrast, and in direct contradiction we also expect designers to maintain craft. I can't help but come to the conclusion that the troupe of the suffering artist is likely more about being unable to achieve the standards society has set for us and less about "artistic mood swings."


How do we find the inspiration to keep creating? There's and old saying often used in computer science, "put garbage in, get garbage out." Basically an updated version of "you reap what you sow." If you're spending your evenings doomscrolling, rewatching the same show you always put on, or fixating on your favorite fashion designer without taking in anything new eventually you'll outgrow the box you've put yourself in and get stuck.

So how do you find inspiration outside the box? The best advice I've been given is to find a hobby outside of your chosen medium and do it with no intention of getting good at it. Drawing, birding, dancing, macramé, even sports, something you enjoy so much it begins to feel rejuvenating. Then begin intentionally looking for inspiration outside of your niche.


Something to remember is not everything that you will begin to find inspiration in needs to result in a new project. It's enough if it only brightens your day, it doesn't have to lead to a larger workload. This mindset alone opens up an entirely new way to consume media and appreciate beauty, by separating it from the pressure of needing to use everything all at once. If it's truly something that inspires you to the point of creation wonderful! However, this exercise is meant to help you learn how to pace yourself, if you already have a full workload consider simply snapping a picture and adding it to a moodboard for later.

At this point you maybe wondering where we're going to find all of this amazing inspiration. The answer? Everywhere! All around us there's always something to notice if we look closely. Even if you struggle to notice something exciting or beautiful, inspiration can come from anywhere and creativity can spark from any emotion.


Mundane experiences and familiar habits can also lead to new ideas when examined under new light. My current favorite example of this Daniel Pemberton's score of the film "Project Hail Mary." He's stated in interviews the basis for all the music he wrote for the movie came from one squeaky faucet he heard while while visiting a friend's house in the country. Can you imagine writing and entire film score based on the screeching of old pipes? A sound we don't even consider pleasant?

In the fashion world a good example of using inspiration from the mundane (albeit, not as extreme of an example) maybe S.S. Daley's ongoing infatuation with English school uniforms. Daley has managed to create a beautiful aesthetic surrounding the idea of the classic uniform, while also keeping each collection fresh and worthwhile. Its not an easy feat to achieve such firm personal branding, particularly so early in one's career.


Now that we've laid the framework for finding inspiration, when does "inspired by" cross the line into "ripped off?" As a rule, the safest way to avoid the pitfalls of unoriginal ideas is to play it safe by not taking inspiration from within your own medium. However, there's exceptions to every rule and even the example I just gave of S.S. Daley's designs breaks this one. You can also be guilty of playing it to safe and missing the point of referential fashion and art. We've seen some delightful collaborations and homages to artists and designers over recent years. Unfortunately, we've also witnessed some that felt less inspired and more like merch from an art museum's gift shop. I'm specifically thinking of Louis Vuitton's 2027 Cruise Collection. Not exactly a rip off, after all, I would be delighted to find some of those pieces in an art museum gift shop, but a high fashion runway show didn't feel like to proper place for some of the designs. I'm not sure if it's encouraging or disheartening that even big name designers like Nicolas Ghesquière can lose sight of their audiance once in a while.


What I do find encouraging is how every piece of art seems to have an audiance, while some people will inevadiably dislike your creations, there will always be others who enjoy it. It's only a matter of finding your people. No matter where you are in your artistic journey, please continue to create, consume, and encourage art in whatever feild you find yourself in.


-Coco Elouise Marie

I've put off writing a state of the brand address all year, largely because I'm still not entirely sure what state the brand is in. However, I also reconize that those of you who've given me constant support and reached out with encouragement as I've distanced myself from social media deserve an update. The problem remains, I'm not sure what kind of an update there is to give. For that reason, I'm taking a more unconventional approach. Bellow you'll find a list of frequently asked questions that I've tried to answer to the best of my ability. If you feel I've forgotten anything you can add your questions to the comments section and I'll do my best to answer accordingly. So without further ado, I present an interview with myself:


What caused TBB (The Belated Beatnik) to slow down and lose business?

In complete honesty, I wish i could say it was due to a lack of effort. I wish it was as simple as "If I would've tried harder TBB would've been fine." However, there's also a certain relief in not having to take the full blame. In 2025 with the introduction of tariffs, as well as new importation laws in the EU caused TBB's international sales to plummet. Unfortunately, this happened at a time when my international sales were far more lucrative than my sales stateside. This coupled with the rising cost of fabric meant releasing bi-annual collections, or any collections was no longer financially feasible.


What was your response to the lack of business?

One of the first things I did was put more focus on this blog, committing to a monthly post to keep the website active and hopefully boost sales and engagement. I also spent the summer and most of the fall actively posting on social media. After spending six months attempting the influencer lifestyle, I am very certain that's not for me, nor do I enjoy playing the part of my own social media manager. As I'm sure you've noticed if you follow me on Instagram since I only post about once a month anymore.


Will you return to social media?

If i think it would be beneficial I would and will start posting again. Up until now though, I haven't noticed sales or website engagement being at all affected by whether I post or don't post on Instagram.


Will you release another collection in the future?

As of right now I don't have any plans of putting together another collection. Financially it's still not a possibility, and it's become even more difficult to source quality fabrics in small batches, especially in the rural mid-west where I'm based. That's not to say I'd never do another one if the opportunity arose and affordability changes. I have plenty of designs i would still love to bring to life someday.


Do you have another job?

No. At present time TBB is still my sole source of income. I've continued to earn enough of custom designs and local orders to keep my bills paid, and occasionally I've done some odd jobs to have extra spending money. I am open to finding another job as TBB seems to be moving to a backburner, though I wouldn't go so far as to say I'm actively looking.


Do you intend to keep sewing?

Yes, definitely. What that will look like and whether I will continue to sew commercially is still yet to be determined. I've found in resent months sewing for the sake of sewing is equally fulfilling to me as creating for a public audience.


Where is your focus now?

I would say my focus hasn't changed much, merely my circumstances. My goal to create vintage inspired clothes as authentically and sustainably as I can still holds as true today as it did when i started this business back in 2022. Lately I've been given the opportunity to design and create men's shirts for the first time, which has been a great deal of fun. I've also had the time to study pattern making in greater depth, and pay closer attention to contemporary fashion shows now that I'm spending less time designing vintage inspired collections.


How are you doing?

(This question is included as I've been asked several times in regard to my business and honestly thank you, I'm very touched.)

Overall I am doing well. I always seem to have just enough on my plate to keep me busy., something I'm very grateful for as a creative who gets bored quite easily. I've spent a lot of time this Spring sewing, roller skating, and caring for my cats, and have been blessed with the opportunities to visit with many out of state friends this year.


What is going to happen to TBB?

The future of the business is uncertain right now. Since the majority of sales have been coming in the form of custom orders and new customers seem to be finding me by word of mouth rather than through algorithmic SEO optimized web browsers, the website itself has become less of a necessity. Though I won't be making any changes until it's time to renew the website, (That will be around late September.) if sales continue to be made outside of the TBB shopping pages it will make the most sense to phase out the purchasing side of the website and keep the blog as a place to find and share inspiration.


Is this a good thing?

I can't say for sure it's a good thing, but i know for certain it's not a bad thing. I have no intention of letting go of TBB as a whole, after all it's become part of me, but it's for that reason it will continue to reshape to the lifestyle I live, and hopefully continue to grow with me in new ways. I'm looking forward to the future despite it's uncertainties and I'm excited to see where life takes me. So thank you, for being a part of this journey.



-Coco Elouise Marie

We live in a period that's unique to history because for the first time each of us has been offered a platform to speak with the potential to reach a global audience. It is for this reason becoming intentional is more important than ever. Everything we say has reach and every choice we make has influence. Even beyond initial impact, because everything we post holds the potential to become part of recorded history.


If I haven't impressed upon you how important our everyday lives are to human history, consider King Taejong of the Joseon dynasty, who in 1404 fell off his horse and requested (demanded?) the royal recorder not make note of it. (Obviously he did and we're still cracking jokes about it over 600 years later.) Historians love moments like that because it reminds us that even larger-than-life, imposing figures like the kings of ancient Korea were susceptible to everyday embarrassing moments. Giving us a glimpse beyond the grander to how people behaved in everyday life.

Now imagine the implications of having historical documents of that level of detail about millions of people across all different social and economical backgrounds from all around the world. That's what we're living in right now. Knowing that anything we say or do on the internet could be referenced in the history books hundreds or even a thousand years from now; is there anything you would like to do (or stop doing) with greater intention?


When I was in high school I had a ballet teacher who would tell us she wanted everyone to show up to class with intention. she would go on to explain that whether we were training to become the next prima ballerina, just wanting to get a good workout between school hours, or simply using ballet class as a social outlet, we should all be aware and intentional with our attitudes and goals. At sixteen this had a profound impact on me and her words come back to me each time I begin a new hobby or endeavor.


As an adult the act of living with intention can become more convoluted than simply showing up to ballet class ready to learn. With so much of what we say and do immortalized online, it's become imperative we give consideration to our words and actions. Today even the digital footprints of mere middle schoolers can affect their entire lives. The idea of being judged by the way we presented ourselves at twelve years old is enough to cause most of us to cringe. Yet few of us hold back our own judgement of twelve-year-olds online. We're not only quick to judge, but quick to talk, quick to buy, quick to give up and label our own and other's pursuits as meaningless. Once again our problem seems to be linked to our culture's obsession with instant gratification.


Now that we've covered why it's important, how does one begin to live intentionally? The most simplified way to describe it would be to live kindly. If all of our words and actions hold the potential to be seen globally, the impact could be immeasurable. We want that impact to be positive. Making the choice to be intentional in our everyday lives isn't always easy. It's dictated by self-discipline and requires us to slow down and question our own responses and motivations. Giving thought to how you will be perceived, not to become self-conscious, but to recognize how your image will effect you're goals is an excellent start. I'm not asking you to pick yourself apart, quite the opposite I'm actually encouraging you to take notice of the things you like about yourself and your surroundings and finding ways to incorporate that into more areas of your life. So much can change when we actively look for good things to take notice of, and actively pursue the lives we want to lead.


I hope you enjoyed the read, as I will likely be revisiting this subject later. If you've made it this far consider leaving your thoughts in the comments!

-Coco Elouise Marie

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